First a story: The winter holidays for me means all of my kids are home. Two are college kids now that are home on break and one is a high schooler. Each one is spreading their wings at a different pace and in totally different ways. We don't all live together anymore but yet they aren't guests either. Rules have changed and some have ceased to even apply anymore. The break went smoother than I expected but even so there were times when we hit some rough spots. And there were some times where I felt I was walking on eggshells or didn't quite know how to handle or whether to even try to handle some issues. When do I offer help and when do I stay quiet and let my kids handle things, even when I see them making mistakes and floundering. This is all new territory for me as a mom. And what does all of this have to do with painting?
I've noticed a trend in painting outdoors this last week. Bridges keep appearing and water too. Even if I haven't used them as an element in my painting, they are in my field of view when I'm on location. Seems like a sign somehow, or maybe a metaphor for my life right now. I'm not sure which side of the bridge I'm on or if I'm crossing the bridge. Or could it be that I'm the bridge ...you know that song "bridge over troubled water"?! Maybe am I under the bridge?! I'm not sure what's going on. But it's making me think I need to pay attention.
And all of this rambling is a long explanation leading you to today's painting. The light hitting the underside of the bridge first attracted my attention. And with all bridges, there was graffiti on it. A blank canvas that someone had used to spray paint the word "love". Nothing else. I wondered if they were in the middle of a spray paint declaration and got interrupted or if that was just what they wanted to say. Then I spotted this little cedar growing on the steep, rocky slope against the bridge's concrete piling. Optimism and perseverance in tree form. It's roots are in sparse rocky soil and it's top branches are already within a foot of the underside of the bridge. It looks healthy and happy right now but soon it's space will be too confining. All of these elements were just too perfect. So many different ways to interpret it all ....both in meaning and in paint.
I titled my blog "capturing life in paint" because after some soul searching I discovered that is why I paint. Sometimes I go looking for subjects to capture in paint and sometimes the subjects capture me. I love this job.
7" x 5" oil on panel
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